The day i saw you for the first time it was the happiest day of my life, it was as if the day was meant not to end, but as the creation from the begining it did end.. and we both went our separate ways. i hold u still in my heart so that i don't loose any moment of the time i spent with you... i couldn't breath just thinking of you.. i couldn't aet or drink. i was too anxious to meet with again. yes we did and life goes on.. and it really goes on! and now its five years later still nothing has come out of it, and its like we just know each other yesterday the only difference now i am no longer anxious, the spark is gone and all that i felt was ok, it just seems so all wrong... i don't even look forward to see you anymore. how do i get to tell you that you no longer exist in my heart. you killed all that was so good about you in me, you are dragging me in a direction of life that i don't want and i won't allow it... To me you are died burried and gone.... if only you had appriciated me enough and make me know my place in your heart it was going to be another thing... so goodbye ...and i mean goodbye may your soul rest in peace.