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Memories of Douglas J.

My Dougie,I have been with you for 28 years marry to you for ten,Me and you did everything together We were married on 09-25-1999 it was such a happy day for me When we took our honey moon we took a trip to NC went through all the mountains Went to all diff places together that we never been before I will never get to do that no more I could never go back to them places with out you, You allways work on my truck if something went wrong with it You were there good times and bad,I miss you so much,it has been very hard for me it still is,the girls say you are so strong I hope am just like you someday am not as strong as they think I am Iam haveing a hard time with this I want to know why God could have not spare your life,While all the meane people get to live,If I knew you were going to leave me that day then I would have never left for work I would have stayed with you,I never got to say goodbye,When you left me on March 28 09 two months later Our little Sidney was laid to rest that was the worst thing ever loseing my husband and my dog two months from each other,How much can one person take.And every thing has gone down hill from there I just hope that things will be better this new year,How dose someone ever overcome this,Do people ever heal from it,there are times I have to just cry my self to sleep at nite,I fine my self crying on the way to work and in work sometimes,You were my whole life and I miss you so much,the only thing that keeps me going is our doggies if it was not for them then I would have just let everything go,Am starting to cry now as am writeing this so I will write more later,I love you Douglas J Weber and miss you so much Love Susie xoxoxo How dose one ever get through this,I miss you dogie am haveing a hard time with this why did you have to go away and leave me,I have nobody to talk to about this,I know your buddy gene went through this but am not close to him dougie,I will get a picture up of you,I love you and give the girls a big hug from me xoxo 2-14-10 Happy V-Day Dougie,I will be comeing to your grave site to see you today,Am not staying long its very cold out and I hurt my back from all this snow,I will be bringing you 3 Roses 1 from me and the other two from Cherokee and Apachie and a heart box of choc.I love you so very much and miss you so,Am telling you all this now because I know when I get to your grave site I will forget what I have to say to you,not the love and miss you part,You remember Emma well she went back to live with Ashley,And you know how Iam with my doggies I adopted another one and its not a Sheltie this time He is a little male,I named him Winston he is a Pomeranian,I know what your saying thats my Susie,The year is comeing up since you left us,Christmas was really hard on me am not sure how today is going to be because this was my fav time of year so we will see how it goes,Little Layla the neice she sent a doz of roses to the house with a small box of choc and the card read I love you Aunt Susie and Grandmom Love Layla That made my day,I know why she did it because she loves me and because you could not be hear to give them to me,Please watch over me and the kids,Give kisses and hugs to Lakota,Cheyenne,Sidney Tabby and big xoxoxoxxoxoxoxoxoxo for you I Love You Happy V-Day Love Susie 03-17-10 Happy St Pattys Day Doug Love Susie xoxo 03-22-10 Well Dougie I got a picture up of you,I told you I would and I put up some pictures of me,and the doggys, And by the way Emma is now back with me and I have 4 dogs and a cat Like my doug would allways say dont ever go to the pound or a dog store with Susie Its getting real close to your year, but I will never forget you,Am sorry that your children never got to know how great there father was,My Dougie was a very special guy he would do anything for anyone,He was allways so happy when Layla would come over he would say is the baby hear,Am Glad Doug was apart of my life,And I will never forget you,I think of you every morning when I get up and everynite when I go to sleep,Your allways on my mine,I will love you forever,Love Susie, It is 03-28-10 Todays date 1 year ago today My Dougie passed away I will love you forever Love Susie,Cherokee,Apachie xoxoxoxoxoxox Who are those that we may not notice as we pass them in the street? Who are those with heads hung low our gaze they do not meet? Who are those with broken hearts suffering such great pain? Who are those with cheeks that are stained from the tears that fall like rain? Who are those lost like ships in the night searching for a beacon to guide their way? Who are those whose loving, faithful husband, and companion could no longer stay? Who are those holding on so tightly to the memories that they keep? Who are those who wish their husband would visit them when they sleep? Who are those who so deeply miss the sound of your beautiful voice? Who are those waiting to be reunited so they can once again rejoice? Who are those that are so saddened and burdened by their grief? Who are those who pray for the pain to lessen and bring them some relief? Who are those that look for signs gazing upon the stars that shine brightly in the night? Who are those who look for faces in the clouds, or listen for voices in the blowing wind? Who are those who would give anything to have more time with their husband. Who are those doing all they can to honor the memory of those who have already gone? Who are those seeking the strength and courage to find a way to somehow carry on? Who are those who look for you jumping over the rainbows in the sky? Who are those seeking answers because they do not understand why? Who are those who listen for you to whisper to them in the rustling of the leaves? Who are those who watch for you flying with angel wings in the gentle blowing breeze? Who are those who hope the dawn of each new day will help their hearts to mend? Who are those of which I speak, are they a stranger, a relative, a friend or perhaps even a husband. Who are those with hearts so shattered that they will never be whole again? Who are those with pieces of their hearts that went to heaven with their husband. Who are those who pray that comfort is just over the hill or around the next bend? Who are those people, where are they, you may even ask, are they hard to find? Those people are me and so many others like me, the ones who are left behind,10-20-10 Hi Doug I miss you very much,I dont know if I told you that I had to lay LiL Buddie to rest,But I think I did,But guess what I got another Sheltie this time he is a puppy he is 3 months old I name him Wyatt Earp he is so cute I think about you alot I miss you so much,I Love You, Love Susie xoxoxoxo 10-31-10 Happy Hollween so I did not get out to the grave to see you,Its been a little rough on hear on me I have some real bad feet prombles I have a hard time walking,But I did not forget you Cherokee sends her love,Am sure by now you know that Aunt Ag passed away,Going to that was really hard on me,Wyatt is getting so big I think he might be as big as a collie,Gene stoped over the other day I guess to check on me,he misses you two doug,Am going to ask you something can you send some help my way with my taxes are behind on the house and I dont want them to take it from me,So if you can send some help,That would be great my way,I love You and miss you very much I think of you every day,Ashley is haveing a boy thought you like to know that,Love Susie xoxoxoxoxoxxo 12-13-10 Happy Birthday Doug Love Susie and doggies xoxoxo 02-14-11 Happy V-Day My Dougie,Would you please watch over me and the doggies keep us all safe and out of harms way I have been sick and missing alot of work cant get rid of this cough send some love down so I can get rid of it,Ashley will be going in on 01-26-11 to have her baby earley,Please send love her way and keep her and her baby safe and out of harms way,I know you allways played the lottery when it got real big I played it but I lost,Am haveing some hard times hear with money,Can you drop some money my way it would be nice so I can get back on my feet hear,Am sorry I have not been out on New Years ,But thats when I got this cough,I got rid it then got it back,I have not seen Gene in while hope all is well with him ,Lori is still going in the Air Force and Little Mike will be going in the Army when they grad in June,And can you do me another favor there are 4 shelties that I know of that are lost,One is Princess can you send some Angles down and put them back in there owners arms,I Love You And Miss You Very Much Love Susie xoxoxoxxo 03-22-11 Good morning my dougie,Have some bad news for you Dave has colan cancer and it is contain in one spot he has to go in two weeks and have it removed out,so do your best up there and look out over him,I will be out on mon to vist with you,I need you to send alot of prayers and a special angle to watch over cherokee she has to have a ulterasound done something might be growning on her liver,please dont let it be anything bad she has allways been there for me even when god took you away and I need her to be with me till she is old and gray but please put a word in for her up there that she will be ok I love her doug I cant lose her,Please watch over her and keep her safe and out of harms way,I will see you on mon I will allways love you.08-17-11 Hi Dougie I think about you alot and I do miss you very much,Who ever I have in my life they will never match up to you,I need you to pray for us and let things for me and my doggies get better bless our house that somebody would give me a lone to fix this house up the city is giving me some stuff about it,I Love You xoxoxoxoxoxo One more thing before I go Ashley had another baby she had a baby boy and his name is Logan christopher Grant tell my mom that

Survived by: Wife Susie,Doggies Cherokee,Emma,Wyatt Earp,Winston, and Apachie The Cat,His Neices Ashley,Layla,Krissy,Tara,Lori,Tracy,Amy,Nephew Mike,Brad,His Best Friend Gene,And his Child DJ, And his Grand Children.

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